The problem with telling yourself you can and you should take care of everything yourself, is that when you need to ask for help, there are only so many people you will allow yourself to turn to.
And specific people for specific things. I dont want to worry about the loss of power equations anymore. Not with everyone and everything.
Yes, I am ok and fine and I can handle everything splendidly.
there is no one to ask, sometimes.
Good days abound, minor transgressions into nothingness and ennui and halfhearted attempts. Nothing to write about. I even stuck my head into the grass for over twenty minutes today, and I didn't hear it grow. But the wind and the leaves sounded like the sea, when you closed your eyes.
pretty day. pretty boring day too.
And specific people for specific things. I dont want to worry about the loss of power equations anymore. Not with everyone and everything.
Yes, I am ok and fine and I can handle everything splendidly.
there is no one to ask, sometimes.
Good days abound, minor transgressions into nothingness and ennui and halfhearted attempts. Nothing to write about. I even stuck my head into the grass for over twenty minutes today, and I didn't hear it grow. But the wind and the leaves sounded like the sea, when you closed your eyes.
pretty day. pretty boring day too.
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It makes me feel strange things, when you say things I've often thought.
It's like SURPRISE! there is someone else with your head.
If I also say, this sounds like me, would that take away the novelty of it all?
:)
Both of you: maybe everyone feels this way? I dont know?...
And if you did feel as wretched as I did for a bit, then you guys get a hug.
I just have to reiterate what anon and tangled said. You tend to have different people to bitch to about different things. Sometimes preferring a relative stranger to things that matter to you for privacy and fear of being judged.
Then "those situations" where you can't tell anybody.... Till a month later when it really doesn't seem such a big deal.
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