high apple pie in the sky hopes

How much has happened, reader, since the last time I was here. As a marker of the passage of time, just imagine how many new gmail ids I have created since - leading to my entry into bloggy here via a maze of incognito windows, forgotten passwords and a gentle scolding from Google.
You entered your current password in the forgot password window doofus.

Khair, anyway, I am here now, and that is what counts?

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It is a beautiful night in Bangalore - rains, quiet signs of some late night travels from the street, the rush of the wind. Bangalore is a city for falling in love. Only question is, with whom?

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List of some books i read:
Andaleeb Wajid - my brothers wedding
Goblin Emperor
multiple readings of Crazy Rich Asians
a book on negotiation, as well as a book on raising toddlers (content almost same ! :))

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Work is challenging, I am happy.

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I so badly want to meet someone like myself.

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I am getting much much MUCH better at life. This is good. I can almost always tell when I've done well, ok, or ugh. I can also trust my feelings more - and I'm beginning to learn how to become more centred - I can't explain it well, but its like a kind of noticing my innerpointstomach and drawing in my feelings and forcing them to stay there till I feel like I can be effective again.

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I am slowly losing weight - I am happy about this.

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I'm trying something to get back in the friendship books of someone I'm very fond of. I'm trying to message them almost everyday. I miss them - and I wonder - do they - miss me? Really truly?

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I feel like a fake CEO and there is not one person I can say this aloud to - so gentle reader if you are here and reading this, feel special. You now know.

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I can't see a way I might fail. So I am going to assume stupendous success. Just you wait.

snippets from 10 years of emails

aka 2-4 GB because I'm not going to pay for storage because memories are like wasabi, they're nice in small quantities.

Attempt one at reading thru about 890 emails from 2009 in 6 minutes and picking only the most important ones and the ones that dont make me cry:

Happy New Year! I'm guessing most people haven't finished/started studying. These are notes that I had made for myself for Clinic. I would suggest people read the cases from the Reading Material, but if you're in a mad rush to finish everything in one night, these may help. Please cross check though. No guarantee of good notes here. There could be mistakes.

Also three cases are missing: 1. Madras Refineries (which I didnt understand and so is incomplete and could be completely wrong); 2. Hemlata v. Collector and vice versa (which was too long and so I gave up).

Hope this helps. All the best!

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Nave saal di tuhaanu vadhai hove
Heppy Ji

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MCC@NALSAR: 

Please see your research passwords for LexisNexis, Westlaw, and HeinOnline
below.

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I just heard that you won the Jessups round! CONGRATULATIONS! I just found out and was extremely happy to hear it. This is awesome news! Hope you guys go on to win the International rounds as well.

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Book tickets for Ghajini Now, The years biggest release!

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I'm ol.I'm invisible 

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i wanted to tell you that you didn't call on my birthday and I
really thought you would.

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Bommai stuff: here. of course you can plagiarise.

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where are you? im beginning to freak out. whats your number? i am back in civilization and near std phones.

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You never call me and I miss you. 

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Some sentiments expressed in these emails are by no means outdated. I wonder what that says about life and me, and my life.