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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Being and Nothingness

My long absence is not without reason
Tuesday is without
a hinge and naked his soul,
his circuitry resting awkwardly on his limb
forlorn and shaky his screen
he remains somberly grim.

Note 1: S hates expensive laptop maintenance when she is living in penury.

I've had a rather lazy four day break and ambitious plans of work and gym and run and violin and projects and progress have been gleefully shattered. All I perceive is a needlessly vicious attitude towards minions of the law school. (owing to watching lots and lots of Just Shoot Me)

Law school is being more and more of a misnomer. what law? This semester is officially the worst ever in terms of academic interaction and growth. The only subject I am finding marginally interesting is taxation.

On the more personal front, I am happy and loving my life. Also my new haircut. Also belated presents. I have realised that the lack of personal conflicts and emotional avalanches doesnt provide much to write about. In this current state, in this now, theres hardly any time to observe ( false), any time to question and grow indignant(false) and anything that requires an absolute outpouring (true). People have replaced blog.


Sad.

On the other hand though, the lack of the necessity to be absolutely productive except to assuage ones guilt means that theres a lot more I could be thinking about. :) Honestly, await more posts. (But just to break it you gently, dear reader, I am off travelling for a while, mostly by myself and I am so excited and nervous and jumpy and happy.) I'll be back with pictures and trinkets and a whole lot more perspective. Also much more love for the sun. I'll post from there, for sure, so watch this space.

Yours
---S.